its a tragedy

i cant believe it when law told me in msn...the rev actually died..wtf...a7x will nv be the same again...my first favourite english metal band....this is a prayer for him


Dear God

I pray The Fallen, James "The Rev" Sullivan is in A Little Piece Of Heaven in the Afterlife Making the Angels Scream, and the Dead Dance In Their Graves. We'll weep and mourn this loss, with our sins piled to the sky. He Seized the Day in Bat Country then Burned it Down, his Unholy Confessions Trashed and Scattered. We gave him the Strength of the World and he gave a us a Second Heartbeat. He is MIA, but will Walk on Through Thick and Thin to the Wicked End. May you be in Eternal Rest.


A Synyster man who will leave his Shadows behind and strike with Vengeance, fearing no Christ, for he is a Plague.

We are Lost without him. I pray he doesn't feel that the world Betrayed him. All this Tension ...all these Demons...The Fight was too great. When you're at the Crossroads, Walk towards the light. Don't Turn The Other Way , and don't let the Darkness Surrounding engulf you.

When we look at the sky, you will be our Radiant Eclipse And when we hear thunder, we will know you're still rocking out in the heavens. You are our Warmness On The Soul Know that we will all love you no matter what Until The End

This is our Critical Acclaim

...Amen...

the opposite of love isn't hate,it's indifference

wa i totally agree with my title lols..taken from a friend of mine..ppl say its hate..but ya i think its indifference in most of the case...
anyway,its totally sian this 2wks holi...projects and work..my bday is just nxt wk..but not really looking forward to it like always...just feel like going out with bros..where less money are spent and have better time then having the money spent..my bday is nxt wk,so i reward myself by not working the whole wk...well not really a reward though so i treat it as a rest...nv send schedule so prepare to rest nxt wk!!XD..
bbq coming up later..dun know who going..cause im thinking of wearing good or anyhow wear...maybe anyhow wear ba cause law and ben confirm anyhow wear de lols or maybe ask law what he wear later lols...
nth much to say...so bored..sm1 suggest smt for me to play or watch!!!

untitled

wa taking a look at my blog...IT SeEmS so damn boring...words words words...complain complain cplain...maybe i shld post some pictures???what pictures shld i post?hmmm. starting with the pic with my bros..serious the pictures taken tgt are so limited that i guess each pic might be treasured alot..


well jia hui joined us for that dinner..anyway its like the more the merrier..at least i guess we were happy altought it such a simple dinner...only with them i feel so...relaxed...it tells me tiime really matters in most relationships..friends,bgr and watever....but anyway,nice meeting alans gf-lye fong...seems like lai foong to me...but anyway she took my very first darlign away....so upset sia me...but take care of him leh lols..

went to dun know where la...slearta airport?...to eat chicken wings that had spicyness ratign form lvl1-30...hike to that place for at least 30mins..anyway i wnat to say that i can only take lvl 4 spicyness as its freakign hot!!arghh...


nothing very interesting recently i think..but i want to say that im still a humji...that asshole...he thought he had his balls hard already...when put to the test it became soft...u missed that chance and maybe forever dun have that chance...u also not handsome...chances liek this just dun come knocking on the door oftenly..it shows that u still a humji man tor zheng hao......

anyway im looking forward having barbecue tgt with my bros!!celebrating bdays tgt with maurice!!HEHEH!!cause its been another 1-2months meeting with brosXD...and im going 18 SOON FINALLY! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

finally

i got a card!!OCBC card!LOLS...INALLY I DUN HAVE TO SEE MYSELF POOR ANY MORE!1XDXDXD
i cant believe they fianlly allow it...so now on,any money that i work is into that bank which is flexible that i can use the money!cool right HAHA!............
my head is spinning now...the new specs is so not use to it....lookign at my com for logn hrs really give me a headache.........i miss bball...haha so logn nv play liao...NO TIME!sian...and...i want to slp early now...my studies....ive been not listening to my lectures now..not at all..how...kok tell me to slp early..slp i sbetter than playign games till late midnight....i may try out from...tml?...losl maybe now?......see first ba....headache....

i treat it as a experiment....scientist nv stop testing out their specimens when they are curious abt it...i feel bad....maybe i shld stop....maybe....

first wk of skku!!

first week of school already!sian!nothing much going on just that its so early in the morning....cant adapt to wake up so early in the morning...its like so sian!cy got my poly clique with his singtel job...going for the interview on thurs..hope its successful!!!then i will quit goldlion promoter!..anyone the promoter ask me!...
smt different for this weekend...i went swimming!!!both sat and sun!!with a purpose lols...a friend from work told me i can broaden my arms by swimming! which i didnt know can...so i self motivate my lazy nature and swam for 1 and half hr!XD...and i will continue and at least hmmm thrice a week i guess?...my friend say i will see some results after a month so i hope so!!haha......................which i doubt so LOLS!!haha...well i went swimming but saw many with not broad shoulders...i saw i of the coach teaching swimming has a smaller figure than me lo.....average shoulders lor...but nvm...i just try la...i used to have a passion for swimming when i was young..i was "busy" to swim when i grew up...anyway wish me good luck ok haha

hmmm

i have a qns to ask...it struck me just now...why do girls ask"did you meet any bad friends before?"...something like this translated from chinese...i seriously dun know what are they actually trying to ask or say..cause when i ask what type of bad friends they refering to,they either say nvm or nothing or i dun know what they mumbling about...i know they got smt to ask or say or hint...i dun know but smt is going on in the mind which i dun really know lol...
so i suddenly thought why they asked?...is it they are afraid that im a bad person or they trying to share smt or it is actually really nothing?just casual talk?......lols anyone solve this for me?...its like question mark question mark to me lo...

first day of school is so tiring...makes me sleepy lor wake up so early in the morning...i need more sleep but at night i have to play some games first...so its like not enough time to sleep...anyway,life its still the same for me...nothing interesting...so im off to play game already byebye

worst than a friend

im not on fire now...ya confirm...i totatlly given up on him....he loses my respect for him..i can just treat him like a glass...i can..i call u dad everytime cause u support the family...just because of that...purely just because of this reason...my friends will even do this simple thing for me...but i see u are so fucking reluctant which ended my mum in a rage....shes angry cause she still loves u...im not angry really...im suprised...i ponder about it...i realise it had come to an unsavable situation.....nothing will change my opinion abt him..i wonder each time he do stuff like that...irritate us make mum angry...i dun know......i tell myself i will nv be like him...nv...scolding vulgus dirties my mouth,my blog and wasting my breath on him...over the years he have not changed...my mum said he did a little...but i doubt so...he dun deserve my respect not at all....thats why i respected my bb officer much more than u...what did u teach me? guai lan....what did i learn from u?lazy...what memories u gave me?anger.......i gave up...if i nv write out how i feel now...i may not even bother to call u anymore...really i swear...i hve to because i need money from u...is just like working...u have to listen to your boss...or else no money right?its the same thing now...u do what u like eat drink...just dun step on my tail ok?if not i will have the hatred like some ppl i hated in secondary sku....its hatred when i feel i want to kill them...so dun step on it ok?tksXD

i see myself rich in the future

lols any idea why im going to be rich?...i tell u...cause im being forced to save my money in the bank no matter what...i work the money put in bank...ang bao put in bank...work again put in bank...even no matter how i can take care of my own money by working permenently i still have to put the money in the bank...fuck...the idea of working and able to use my bank money is gone case...i fucking seriously need money now..how am i going to survive whenn i got 30 dollars right now and 85dollars on debt?...i thought it will be the end of me borrowing money...when the old debt is cleared,new debt starts to accumulate...now i lost the spirit of working cuase i cant get the money...how?...and i thought of 1 true way..................


Avenged sevenfold got into my life....i am a fan of them now lols...but of course im not forgeting the old sam lee which still is his fan..talking about fans...i think singer feels cold most of thhe time because they have so many fans..fans keep blowing at them...ppl like jay chou must had feel cold everyday...-.-
besides that im just trying to advertise avenged sevenfold to ppl...cause i realised that some ppl who listen to english music dun even know them....they are a good band...ya they are....SCREAM!!!lols...
anyway,ppl who listen to english songs only...your suck la haha...chinese songs are also damn nice can...trying to know more about chinese songs?go listen to sam lee sheng jie songs!nice de confirm haha...

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

im precisely writinng avengedsevenfold on almost all communication stuff i use...facebook,msn and this...well thats all i used lols..im now listening to all of his album given my 1 of my friend...well he has alot of things...manga,anime,el songs,com stuff whatever la...im going to find him when i run out of songs,definetely..i thought i wont listen to metal songs but it seems that im wrong..im accepting the songs into my llife YESSS YAAYAYYA....lols..he also got give me all linkin park albums and 1 simple plan album...thats good going to spam english songs right nowXD...im going to get hinder's album from him...i wonder he have or not...going to get it next wk...

sian tml got to accompany my dad to his work....dun know for what...say i always at home,so go see him work....freaking lame....freaking freaking lame....go there just to see him work half day...hes stupid...she also....staying at home is so much better can?...somemore sunday also make me go look at him work...he got fever i think...-.-...oh ya im going back to cold storage to work...im going back to taka cs to interview...i think they accept me right?ive done it b4..im experience...pls hire me k?....or else i will have a jobless holiday which means moneyless...hope me good luck on getting that job...at least temporary...im desperate for money...

MUSIC rocks the world

its time that english songs should come rocking into my life..somehow getting interested in rock english songs but other than rock,its quite nice too..i open my arm and embrace english songs lols...kok had been sending me english songs everynow and then which is good and nice of himXD..seems my life of songs are not so boring anymore...not like old times its always chinese slow songs...now got more coloursXD..seriously i need alot of nice english songs!haha send me those u think its nice ok?whoever see this pls send lols...

exam is just starting tml...the freaking 2002...damn idiot crap freak ass module...SO MANY DARN formulas or watever shit...hope that tanah will pass me lols...i got a feeling its going to be hard....no matter what i will try to mug as hard as i can!...but maths is coming up soon that module is damn idiot crap freak assX100....plus 1 more bitch..my maths is gone case liao,....someone save my math can?....i need help from the pros.....

although its time to study,im taking a break just by updating my blog or maybe go kpo at others too haha rathur than playing games right?hehe...need to take a short break what..XD...time to kpo liao bye!

my money back!

MUAHAHAHA!!!!i got my 400 dollars back from that indian!!!!BUt freak...i got 50dollars minus off for that shipping fees...fuck i think he lie to me....cause nv transport anything what why need transport fees?...idiot...so the very next day,i finally can return the money to law and ben...i want to thank them very much..seriously they are not bff,its bf(brothers forever)...i seriously think they know i really dun like mentioning about the process like why i quit kendo...they like nv even mention at all...cause i really dun wish to say about it..it was a stupidest decision i have made...i join because i wanted to get closer to her,to know her more....and besides i thought i had passion for kendo when i realise that the passion was all made out of love..i was blinded...

beside this,i remembered why i played bball...the reason...it was because i know 1 of the reasons is i am not her type...the first thing it came into my mind is im shorter than her..so thinking getting taller may help,bball came into my life..adding to this i even bought baby milk powder cause its good for the bones...i know it sounds stupid but i drank it for the next 3mths...once i know the effort will be frutile...its not going to change the fact...never..
so joining kendo is another frutile effort...i thought we might get closer but in fact,its not progressing..i know it...see i nv even see her talking to me in msn at all...not at all..i waste my money,time and the effort my brothers make to take out the money...

from this i know and i will not make this mistake again...i wont do this kind of things cause it will be frutile...this makes me think that sm1 is going to learn drum!...which i know it is for sm1...its going to be a frutile effort and i know it...it will...but who cares its not my business

sidetrack
i got soem money with me now!!!MUAHAHA...so i have been think whether i should buy a hard disk??got around 100dollars 1?....hmmmmm

i hate next wk

SIAN SIAN SiAN....next wk is a headache...2 labtest or more?...not sure cause i dun know how to do the lab...internet computin is such a fuckign headache also so many things to type...elective project also...this give me the worst headache...the around 40 pages of things that are needed to do within 1wk....die die..SIAN....my mind is totally switched off now...i need to sleep...not enough sleep always give me bad mood for no apparent reasons...especially theres alot of thing on the hand...only hoping that i dun repeat any module...mostly because i dun wan to go to other class!and its a waste of time repeating...

i hate the elective project...i swear i hate diy things in the future....crap...and business watever crap get off from me....exotic crap watever it means...
i need to sleep soon..bye

LAZY

decide to blog again i have nth to do(actually alot of things but LAZY)
although theres nth intersting but i just blog.....ben just got his internet working yesterday...wanted to play dota tgt but dun think law is able to play...he is busy until like hell...and i am so lazy until like hell...seriously alot of things are waiting for me to touch them but LAZY just keep coming to disturb me...LAZYNESS just got stronger and stronger for me to overcome now...it just wont go away even for 1 day...someday i am going to be killed by it....lazy is a bastard,bitch,asshole,bisexual,homo,freak,fcuk,idiot,emo,ETC...
cause it just keep coming so i want to scold it..i create a post just for lazy byebye

back from chalet

wooo back from chalet...went for 3d2n as the trip to malaysia was cancelled..first day went to check in with my darling kok...both of us was alone in the room and waited for jia wei to reach...went to help him take the drinks after that went off to play bowling and they played pool after that..camped in chalet and watched big stan until chee yong and shin came...went to eat bk and stroll to pasir ris park with yong fa..went back and played cards and drank qutie alot of alcohol...martell,chivas,beer and red wine...lucky enough i didnt tio red wine...so those who tio it were kind of dieing...most of us were drunk...slept at 5 plus

next day woke up at 12 vin came along but yong fa went back...supposedly he was not drunk...finished a movie and went off to eat played cards after we ate and went off to buy bbq stuff arnd 6 plus..my mum called that the trip to msia was cancel...so the bbq was not cancelled..however it shld have been cancelled cause it kept on raining which spoils most of our plan...details lazy to say but we end up bbq at our balcony with a aluminum tray...as the rain got even heavier,rain splashes into our balcony..so it was crapped we had to move outside...on top of that we "burned" a chair inside the chalet..there was a black burned patch on it..who cares just left it alone and continued the bbq..it was sort of successful all tks to derek whom make most of the fire...nth muc happen and went back home...overall fun but tiringXD

sian tml got sku now feeling super tired again....sian lo....got sku crap... gtg bye

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

haha my second post of the week...just came back from hougang with shin...went to buy the martell for the chalet with kok,jiawei and cheeyong...chit chat after that to 9plusplus took cab home...kao came back home make me bad mood...reach home asked me take cab home ar?i know they dun like me taking but i just say the truth...then kaopei with me...say hougang mall got 80 why nv take?taxi need at least 10dollar!help us save money can or not...everytime take taxi ...i really dun like the way he talked thats why i nv liked him...first i DUN KNOW there is 80 and i shared cab with friend so is around liek 5 only..u think i really want take cab?ppl will also tired can?u tink i got alot of money take cab everyday?u think u give me $50 per wk alot is it?can spend on taxi everytime...last time u nv give me pocket money i got ask from u or not?i dun have enough money to even eat already i got ask from u or not?dun have right...damn man why do i have to bear with my anger with your...so u think u are always right...i really dun give a damn anymore..if u think u give me 50 dollar alot already u dun give la..thats why i always wanted to go out work get my own money and i see what shit fucking u can say..

if your think $50 is alot let me count out the money
6days(sunday eat at home)..
i have to eat breakfast to dinner by myself but i nv eat breakfast so most of the time is 2 meal plus abit with snacks...6dollar 2 meals...6days $36 plus snacks around 40...plus smt watch movie...so u think 1wk 50 enough?barely u know...and u think sku food 3dollars only?crap man...3dollars i think not even enough to fill my stomach...all the chalet money i nv ask the money from u...u think all the money i get from where?he even suspect i gamble alot thats why i have the money...i cant take it sia fucking angry...what kind of person am i u dun even know...i almost want to fan lian..but i still try to bear..

i damn fed up sia but i nv show...i hardly show it to them...cause i think i shld not do that to them..hes my father i am their son....lols....

wa my maths is gone case..gg...cham maths sure fail...tml 2002 dun know can or not leh going to study now see ya nxt time!

I AM BACK!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
LAOZHENG IS BACK!!!but maybe only for a while?depends...hmm
but I AM BACK HAHA
MISS ME???

LOLS i bet no1 does cause this is a boring blog and ppl seldom come to my blog!hehe its ok though...this is a place where i can write things out and maybe improve my englisH?...and my typing skillsXD...

haha any1 read this pls say i miss your blog if u want me to blog more often!!!HAHA....
hmmm tml is my maths common test how many percent do i know?20percent....CHAM...but the urgency? also 20percent..crap im a goner...BUT its only a common test! how many percent does it going to carry?10 or 15?...chey no big deal...my attendence,class work quiz enough liao la HAHA........im just comforting myself...whatever

how about a brief discription of my life since the last post?
hmmm same lor nth much and nth much..i let some of my past bygones be bygones and have fresh and new start just like my blog!!!maybe i will try to make it into a interesting blog!!!XD

HOWEVER i think like the old times i am going to blog only when i am bored...but i try update more if any1 is reading this lols...currently i am hoping that the H1N1 virus can mutate into a stronger and MORE POWERFUL virus...maybe can turn ppl into zombie!COOL MAN..then ppl in the wolrd are allowed to carry arms with them!!!YES baby nice sia...then we will be like dawn of the dead,resident evil etc....the world will be in code black?..then go around killing watever shit out of it...LIFE WILL BE INTERESTING!!RIGHT!?

i am still that longwinded lols...watever...gtg BYE

Gonna to be a dead blog liao

not going to blog after a while