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i do think its something deep deep inside that is causing u to change or be like that without u knowing...its so dark inside u that maybe only god can see it..seriously ppl dun often say it wehn they really got any problems especially family probs...smt not even the closest friend can ever know it...why?because its not ur prob to know and so wat if u know?can u help? of course no...

backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying..why ppl do that?because its fun to you?it makes u feel good?suddenly i think killing a person is not as bad as those.why ppl kill?(except slashing cases)its because maybe u hate it so much?ppl will ask what he do to him to make him kill?then i ask u why u backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying or etc?cause its fun?i think somewhere in u are abnormal..maybe im the abnormal 1 maybe im too serious maybe i cant take jokes...imagine what u did is what ur child suffer nxt time..u liek it?u still find it funny?

Christian says that god is the creator.So u mean he create everything in the world?God loves all his creations.realised that god did create angels.but in the bible god keep saying that god loves man that he gave up his only son to die for our sin.To me isnt it suspicious?first,he kept saying he love us but in the bible it almost nv talked abt the angels that he loved the angels..secondly,so god got 1 son only?did he create his only son jesus?how did jesus even coem from?and he died for our sins!jesus maybe with supernatural powers also comes from sm1 having sex and out from the vagina.he was born in a stable.SO?born in stable big F?some was born with sickness!!some was even aborted because of its sickness discovered inside..why did they deserve this?u know i got more qns..is not that i despise christianity..i really just despise soem of its ppl..

ppl say only son good...ppl take their families for granted..maybe its the environment but i just think that they are so ignorant..i feel i havign more stress at home than in sku...ffamily stuff have no direct solution but sku work has a solution...ppl work their entire life not caring about the ppl around them...soem sole responsibilties are only to take care of their own family..every families will have their own problems...maybe when love is there there is no problem..when love starts to fade problems arise...will there be a way out of this?why is life so tiring..while some other ppl seems to be good...its so complicated...why get married in the first place?cause no body will know it will end up liek this...ppl swear it will never turn out this way..when it turns out they claim they nv swear b4?..i dun know im talking senseless things i dun know..i dun know

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i tell u work already quite vex...that ia student i feel more vex...damn stick to me and come fan me like everytime and i damn sian lo...i wish he can leave me alone i damn sian sia..dun knwow why i think my 8characters with him not compatible...feel very rejecting when i tgt with him or whats the word for it...work already sian he everyday can ask me how la or watever shit..ppl i dun wan so close with i like to have a distance..but he come like stick to me like he really need me...sian i think we no fate to be friend...lols come here complain him again lols...strange i got a very unfriendly feel towards him...so pls stay off me sorry

work!

lols now im here to complain...as u see the new ia students came last 2 wks ago also from nyp...dragonboat somemore...quite muscular but hes a rich kid..he is giving me a headache...2k wks only and i think my head got bigger...firstly because my company is havign problems with any other company so its like politics...they were sort of quarrelling...so that ia told me he scared..then i say nvm 1...stil he say he scared..ok this 1 i understand 1st wk like see this kind of case i ok with it...second,water...his bottle no water...he wan refill..cause he scared again dun dare go refill..2nd wk already still dun dare go refill nvm i go with him..3rd..*go tiolet go with me leh*ok i go tiolet...then smt in tiolet still can say wait for me dun liek that leh..ok la i wait...then now report dun know how to do..coem ask me...i nv tio brief abt the report writing how i know what are u suppose to put?then blame my pictures so many his 1 only a few...wtf??i was told to take that many pictures in the first place...how i know u wan wat picture..then dun know how to do ask me...i like everything spoonfeeding him sia..wtf scared here scare dtehr edun work la go home slp la..super glue stick to the hands only liek want his life already..."IC what is this ar"-a type of super glue got onto his hands..then my ic purposely say that its dangerous have to wash it away..so he like spend 10-15mins inside tiolet washing it...coem back ask me how ar still got leh...i was like.....so out of goodwill i advising him to rub it with ur hands to apply heat to it..."eh it works leh"...-.-..................................................................................i really bo wei gong....and i got around 3wks more to work with him...wish me luck pls bye

Hi peeps!

lols super long never blog...ive been busy with work ever since...feel liek taking a good break befor sku starts.however i cant cause once i think that i have no more jobs after sku reopens,i should work harder and save for the upcoming jobless sku days..sad man..when i first heard the news i really kana shock sia...tranquil is gone lols!!........seriously i have nothing interestign to blog cause my life is equally boring right now..i hope i can know more ppl when sku starts as my class will be splitted up to their own speciallisation..hope we can still meet up and eat tgt!..hope my new class got more girls!pretty 1 pls?lols but i doubt so la lols...kind of looking forward to sku reopen..

well after so long i think i can only remeber i went msia for weddign dinner recently
pictures are in my fb..OH YAAAA FUCKING HELL..MY HAIR...i suddenyl thought of it..fuck man seriously...The hair salon STUPID..that fucker dun know hwo to cut hair man...really destroy my hair style...fuck u..i say cut layer ok liao keep length...then end up he cut until fucking short seriously...damn ugly hair...ace ugly already plus hair ugly wa lao...and why i go cut hair?MY MUM LA...wa lao..she say must go cut hair..wedding must cut!muct cut!listen lo...end up the hair so cui..i ask my mum so now better or b4 cut better...*no answer*..-.-...nwo also ok la hair will grow very fast 1...........end up...i go msia 1 or 2 cousins laugh at me...then back to work...all laugh at me.............................-.-...even my boss also laugh..everyone was liek sayign u cut hair ar?laughs...........i really sian diao...

oh ya i got a new desktop...YESSSSS finally in my life...a new desktop i owned...omg...it feels shiok la...its been so logn i say i wan a new desktop until its liek not possible anymore...lucky my current job makes it possible..muahahaha!!!!!fast man!!lols...

when im bored i really think alot...precisely anyything...1 part i wan to share is...remember kendo girl?lols...i really want to know what she mumble to me that time at the mrt 2times but i still failed to hear and pass it with a anyhow answer..although i dun like her anymore its like a mystery in my heart..like qns mark qns mark..hai...

ppl really do change...nth is forever..forever has a very high price to pay...ppl just take things for granted..time really tells everthing..ppl bad points,ppl character,anything u can think of can ssurface when time goes by...petty jealous anger love,hate betrayal unfairness selfishness...im suprise some friends doesnt know there is a difference between a relationship and marriage..some ppl marry because they think their relationship is going so well they shld get married..is this a good reason?i dun know...but when u marry u are making a promise to your partner that u love and will take care of him/her forever...and ppl just divorce because they think love is gone...then why marry in the first place?...i just think ppl shldnt take marriage so easily..

sian already dun feell ike typin liao shall update again when i feel liek!see ya!

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why dun have a function in blog to upload all wa lao very tiring 1 by 1 upload leh...i shall summarise it la...i stopped at fifth day...and i cant remember liao cause its like 1mnth liao..but i know i went universal studio...cool that place evry fun...i doubt it will be the same in sg de..i'll try someday and tell ur is it the same or not!haha anyway spiderman was fun lols..really..it hink got alot veyr fun de but i only manage to play some...sian lor...my friend chee yong went also fuck leh...he go no ppl de i go fuckign alot of ppl as that week was the last wk of their holiday...so wtf...many many ppl...sian lor......beside universal studio,went for some sightseeing well nth much leh...japan overall was ok only...dun know is it the company not as good or wat...but still ok la...at least had fun there?XD...jap girls are pretty also la...its like their population got more girls than guys lor...cool leh.the girls got some wa lan super pretty..but also got soem super cui 1...i saw the most average cui girl there sia...can say some fat ppl in sg also mroe pretty lor lols....but jap like no fat girls sia...their body very nice de..then wear skirt so high...seriously high..can almost see panties already lols...
got once i saw a grp of girl students at mac...we were resting there..that grp of student wa...the skirt hor buay tahan sia..if u just bend down can see inside already...1 of the highest skirt i saw in my life...seriously keep zaogeng sia..wa lao how can i betray my eyes by not looking at it?lols...i seemed pervert hahahhaha...anyway the food there is really ex sia...u know i rather u eat resturant cause the food compared to normal food is much cheaper...resturant food is just abit more ex than the normal ones and taste really nice haha..i think i dun know what to say le ok see ya bye bye...

JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!

OK great lets talk abt japan lols...went during fyp wk!!MUAHAHAHHAHAHA who freakign care sia lols...but anyway,overall the trip was quite ok...i post some pics up ok!i try to post day by day hor try la...ok...
FIRST DAY
monday night went airport well went for fyp on tat day..nothing much but i remember clearly tat alot of jc ppl were there...soem of them from different jc and they seems to be carrying some instruments on board hmmm competition?dun know...my job is just to see any chio bu lols...got la cause there were a huge bunch of them and making alot of noise..how can dun take a look rite...is like letting me see sg girls the last day in singapore..anyway the trip is erm 7 hrs i think i forgot.. japans time is 1hr faster than sg take not ok!
SECOND DAY
reached tokyo airport..wore a jacket over it only...went out become chicken so prepared more clothes on the bus...its cold grrrr.......went disneyland









ok attempt to take xiaomeimei but erm lols eyes close...
eh second picture upload only and im irritated cause its uploading its own sweet time...super irritating and lazy sia..but now nth to do also sia...hmmmm




ok this is the view outside my hotel...and then its the 3rd day...

3RD day!!
i heard this is where the erm biggest gang hang out in the night i think so...morning nth de so itook a picture of it




ok this is cool cause u can precisely smoke at any age...its a cigarettes vending maching no age limit money come can liao!




ok the greatness is comign out....SAKURA!!!!BANKAI!!senbonzakura kageyoshi!!!!!I AM BYAKUYA!!!MUAHAhAHHA......ok anyway the pictures...see 1 or 2 la some of it is at fb...






ROCKET using to blast sg tml!!watever..saw this near my bus seems interesting so took a pic of it..




ok then took a boat to another side of dun know where and alight at dun know where to see statue of liberty...took 1 and i think its lame to post it so spare it....soon its night soon cause we went mount fuji..stayed the hotel near mt fuji...
and tats the sashimi or watever which is nice!XD...





FOURTH day
Ok going mt fuji alrady cool...i mean cold!!!grrr and freezing...its actually raining ice water/rain dun knwo how to describe..rained down as ice chip touch us melt and its not snow...anyway its super cold...so erm liek that lor see the pics...






then go bullet train!!haha nth much to say just that it can be going in blink if its human..




and the hotel got yukata...




fifth day
well took a train which let us see the sakura tree but it has not blossom yet...saded.......cause i can imagine its very nice if its all blossomed...ai yo very disappointing leh...i miss byakuyabut this is nice too lols it is at outside a station like chrysanthemum....










and to be continued LAZYYYY!!!!

ok la lets revive the blog

ok hmmm everything seems fine for me...i slowly update 1 shot and maybe i'll be dead again lols...lets see hmmmm....

FYP!!=Final year project..(well the past 2months ago)
So this stupid fyp thing is stupid for me..first few wks,i did nothing seriously nth at all...NOTHING...stay in lab,slp,lay fb,lunch,slp,fb...project?i seriously haven really started AND its the 9th wk comign up!!!!!CRAP ASS...im going to FIND HIM TML!!!!!PPl say FML=fuck my life!!mine is fuck my lecturer!!lols...or FMS fuck my supervisor...crap lor sian lor kao lor...u better dun fail me can liao....
anyway i went japani shall post some pictures!!!COOL MAN!!!!hahah finally soem pictures to post...yai end it short ok!

she is really my closest

i have to wake up...i think ive changed...im not sure whether is alot or wat...but i feel it b4 anyone hint me...i tthink i should care more about my family...my mum..im her only son and ithink i really need to show more concern for her...i think she feels a distant bewteen us already...she said its my friends...i cant deny it but it not their fault...its my decision..i kind of confuse right now but i think i know what to do already...i will try to fufil her,more patience,listen to her...no matter what she is still my mum i will listen as long as u speak...i'll try for u are my mother..living healthily and youngXD..

lols....girls like leaving notes when they have difficuties?lols smt i really think that girls are the same..the alien creature on earth do have some things in common...lols...anyway i miss going out with bros...really missing it...the laughter the fun and our bonding..nothing is forever but i do hope the brotherness between us will nv end...i treasure i do..same goes to my family...im really living so comfortably...i shouldnt hate my father...he did take care of us...but thats it...many times i still think u are wrong...but still i shouldnt hate u....

my blog somehow became my reflection...i said the world is scary...and i thanks that i have my bros....they really did help me through my difficult stage of my life but i totally forgot sm1...the unconditional love..my mum........just say thank god or anyone...dun wan carry on night

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one day a farmer complained that God isnt fair a liar and unreasonable..he said God is than the devil whom lies through his eyes...then satan came out...he told the farmer to come to his side for he is the real god.God is the devil in disguise.The naive farmer thought the satan is really the true god and believed him as he nv seen the TRUE devil before..thinking that satan is the 1...when he went over to his side he was eternally burn to death...regretting his own stupidity..he nv realised that god helped him over the past years but only once god did not let rain fall..a lesson whhich is so painful...

whatever im ored and thinking of a story to tell lols...understand ma?>hahaha

why this blog title?

i create this blog for around 2yrs already..or maybe at least 1 and half yrs...i create this blog cause it seems a good place where i can improve my english and most importantly complains and share my feelings...well anyone thought of why i name it happy go lucky?haha...i think some ppl thought i am happy go lucky...if i seemed so,i succeed,lols.well seriously im not..but i want myself to be.seems to be happy all the time,no stress,no problems,not troubled by anything..what a life to lead...it seems only a baby can have that kind of life isnt it?



at least i think we do have good memories when we were very young..very very young...because of the adults i think we separate and become strangers..at least to me your reminds me when we were young back then..where our world is not interuppted by the adult world...



exams are coming and i think i haven really started...im feeling im going to fail...how sia...die....chamm...god give me strength...(and im not going to eat beef anymore...i will try cause im buddhist...i give u my respect)-
guess why im trying not to eat it anymore..

well on nian 30(the day b4cny),i need to spring cleaning our altar..the ancestors,guan yin and dua pek gong...and the sky altar..well i got to clean my ancestor altar and GUAN YIN altar...guess what i thought when i wipe the altar..."shit,i ate beef before...will my hand dirty the altar...it was crap and i ask for forgiveness and not to eat again lols...how can i ever let myself to eat it with a promise to my parents that i will not eat it...damn...and crap...feelign guilty now hahaha....

its cny...i just want to thank everything i have...i try to treasure every single thign i have and

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

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i first thought the world is changing...i should look out for myself..however i find its not true at all...the world is already like that...it didnt change actually...i found myself thinking pestismistic,when i realised again,im not alone...i got my 2bros standing on my side savign me from faling off to the edge...a sudden thought make me think so much but once again...im a idiot....im lazy liek some shit ass...i need sm1 to force me..the day i can conquer this again its the day im with confident again..if can defeat it completly,im a different person...i feel it...the prob is how...lazy is very powerful in my body...it is indeed...i fought it since the day i study...right now,i lost to it...lost to it completely..will i find strength once again?

2012??ALIENS??HAHA

i happen to saw this article when i was browsing the net...its from indiadaily...most likely a real news to me...didnt know that the professionals will be so unbelievable...take a look...hard to say mayeb it will happen?hmmm...

According to scientists and technologists something strange is happening behind the scene. The terrestrial and solar polar reversal peaks are coming within three weeks of that day, December 21, 2012. Innumerable UFOs are scouting our skies regularly and increasing as we approach that day. The tectonic plate shifts, underwater volcanoes, earthquakes, landslides and Tsunamis are increasing at rates never seen before. The solar flares are increasing. The earth’s magnetosphere and ionosphere are experiencing strange disturbances. The numbers of typhoons and cyclones have increased many folds. The number of floods and droughts has increased beyond imaginations in the last ten years.

Scientists who look beyond conventional science point out that that the Hyperspace that contain our Universe is also showing signs that something strange is happening in our universe. The multidimensional time research is showing that a parallel universe may be predicting strange effects.

According to some scientists it is possible that another Universe is slowly starting to claim a spatial dimension in our physical Universe. It is also possible that we will face major calamities because of the polar reversal in the Sun and in Earth. If that happens, it is possible that the hyperspace has to adjust the suction force known as gravity and Electromagnetic force fields to keep the earth and the solar system intact.

The biggest clue to what will happen comes from astrophysicists. There is a big possibility that the simultaneous polar reversal in earth and sun will throw the solar system out of whack. That will cause massive upheaval in the earth. At that point of time, the extraterrestrials will officially show up and put “cosmic seat belts” around us as they apply the superpower of the Hyperspace to bring the solar system back to what it is today.

According to think tanks, this has happened before. The extraterrestrials take care of the earth and the solar system whenever the solar system faces challenges like that.

ALIENS COMING TO SAVE US!!!COOL!!!I SHALL SEE.....