i have to wake up...i think ive changed...im not sure whether is alot or wat...but i feel it b4 anyone hint me...i tthink i should care more about my family...my mum..im her only son and ithink i really need to show more concern for her...i think she feels a distant bewteen us already...she said its my friends...i cant deny it but it not their fault...its my decision..i kind of confuse right now but i think i know what to do already...i will try to fufil her,more patience,listen to her...no matter what she is still my mum i will listen as long as u speak...i'll try for u are my mother..living healthily and youngXD..
lols....girls like leaving notes when they have difficuties?lols smt i really think that girls are the same..the alien creature on earth do have some things in common...lols...anyway i miss going out with bros...really missing it...the laughter the fun and our bonding..nothing is forever but i do hope the brotherness between us will nv end...i treasure i do..same goes to my family...im really living so comfortably...i shouldnt hate my father...he did take care of us...but thats it...many times i still think u are wrong...but still i shouldnt hate u....
my blog somehow became my reflection...i said the world is scary...and i thanks that i have my bros....they really did help me through my difficult stage of my life but i totally forgot sm1...the unconditional love..my mum........just say thank god or anyone...dun wan carry on night
Monday, February 22, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
no title
one day a farmer complained that God isnt fair a liar and unreasonable..he said God is than the devil whom lies through his eyes...then satan came out...he told the farmer to come to his side for he is the real god.God is the devil in disguise.The naive farmer thought the satan is really the true god and believed him as he nv seen the TRUE devil before..thinking that satan is the 1...when he went over to his side he was eternally burn to death...regretting his own stupidity..he nv realised that god helped him over the past years but only once god did not let rain fall..a lesson whhich is so painful...
whatever im ored and thinking of a story to tell lols...understand ma?>hahaha
whatever im ored and thinking of a story to tell lols...understand ma?>hahaha
Monday, February 15, 2010
why this blog title?
i create this blog for around 2yrs already..or maybe at least 1 and half yrs...i create this blog cause it seems a good place where i can improve my english and most importantly complains and share my feelings...well anyone thought of why i name it happy go lucky?haha...i think some ppl thought i am happy go lucky...if i seemed so,i succeed,lols.well seriously im not..but i want myself to be.seems to be happy all the time,no stress,no problems,not troubled by anything..what a life to lead...it seems only a baby can have that kind of life isnt it?
at least i think we do have good memories when we were very young..very very young...because of the adults i think we separate and become strangers..at least to me your reminds me when we were young back then..where our world is not interuppted by the adult world...
exams are coming and i think i haven really started...im feeling im going to fail...how sia...die....chamm...god give me strength...(and im not going to eat beef anymore...i will try cause im buddhist...i give u my respect)-
guess why im trying not to eat it anymore..
well on nian 30(the day b4cny),i need to spring cleaning our altar..the ancestors,guan yin and dua pek gong...and the sky altar..well i got to clean my ancestor altar and GUAN YIN altar...guess what i thought when i wipe the altar..."shit,i ate beef before...will my hand dirty the altar...it was crap and i ask for forgiveness and not to eat again lols...how can i ever let myself to eat it with a promise to my parents that i will not eat it...damn...and crap...feelign guilty now hahaha....
its cny...i just want to thank everything i have...i try to treasure every single thign i have and
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
at least i think we do have good memories when we were very young..very very young...because of the adults i think we separate and become strangers..at least to me your reminds me when we were young back then..where our world is not interuppted by the adult world...
exams are coming and i think i haven really started...im feeling im going to fail...how sia...die....chamm...god give me strength...(and im not going to eat beef anymore...i will try cause im buddhist...i give u my respect)-
guess why im trying not to eat it anymore..
well on nian 30(the day b4cny),i need to spring cleaning our altar..the ancestors,guan yin and dua pek gong...and the sky altar..well i got to clean my ancestor altar and GUAN YIN altar...guess what i thought when i wipe the altar..."shit,i ate beef before...will my hand dirty the altar...it was crap and i ask for forgiveness and not to eat again lols...how can i ever let myself to eat it with a promise to my parents that i will not eat it...damn...and crap...feelign guilty now hahaha....
its cny...i just want to thank everything i have...i try to treasure every single thign i have and
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
Sunday, January 31, 2010
no title
i first thought the world is changing...i should look out for myself..however i find its not true at all...the world is already like that...it didnt change actually...i found myself thinking pestismistic,when i realised again,im not alone...i got my 2bros standing on my side savign me from faling off to the edge...a sudden thought make me think so much but once again...im a idiot....im lazy liek some shit ass...i need sm1 to force me..the day i can conquer this again its the day im with confident again..if can defeat it completly,im a different person...i feel it...the prob is how...lazy is very powerful in my body...it is indeed...i fought it since the day i study...right now,i lost to it...lost to it completely..will i find strength once again?
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2012??ALIENS??HAHA
i happen to saw this article when i was browsing the net...its from indiadaily...most likely a real news to me...didnt know that the professionals will be so unbelievable...take a look...hard to say mayeb it will happen?hmmm...
According to scientists and technologists something strange is happening behind the scene. The terrestrial and solar polar reversal peaks are coming within three weeks of that day, December 21, 2012. Innumerable UFOs are scouting our skies regularly and increasing as we approach that day. The tectonic plate shifts, underwater volcanoes, earthquakes, landslides and Tsunamis are increasing at rates never seen before. The solar flares are increasing. The earth’s magnetosphere and ionosphere are experiencing strange disturbances. The numbers of typhoons and cyclones have increased many folds. The number of floods and droughts has increased beyond imaginations in the last ten years.
Scientists who look beyond conventional science point out that that the Hyperspace that contain our Universe is also showing signs that something strange is happening in our universe. The multidimensional time research is showing that a parallel universe may be predicting strange effects.
According to some scientists it is possible that another Universe is slowly starting to claim a spatial dimension in our physical Universe. It is also possible that we will face major calamities because of the polar reversal in the Sun and in Earth. If that happens, it is possible that the hyperspace has to adjust the suction force known as gravity and Electromagnetic force fields to keep the earth and the solar system intact.
The biggest clue to what will happen comes from astrophysicists. There is a big possibility that the simultaneous polar reversal in earth and sun will throw the solar system out of whack. That will cause massive upheaval in the earth. At that point of time, the extraterrestrials will officially show up and put “cosmic seat belts” around us as they apply the superpower of the Hyperspace to bring the solar system back to what it is today.
According to think tanks, this has happened before. The extraterrestrials take care of the earth and the solar system whenever the solar system faces challenges like that.
ALIENS COMING TO SAVE US!!!COOL!!!I SHALL SEE.....
According to scientists and technologists something strange is happening behind the scene. The terrestrial and solar polar reversal peaks are coming within three weeks of that day, December 21, 2012. Innumerable UFOs are scouting our skies regularly and increasing as we approach that day. The tectonic plate shifts, underwater volcanoes, earthquakes, landslides and Tsunamis are increasing at rates never seen before. The solar flares are increasing. The earth’s magnetosphere and ionosphere are experiencing strange disturbances. The numbers of typhoons and cyclones have increased many folds. The number of floods and droughts has increased beyond imaginations in the last ten years.
Scientists who look beyond conventional science point out that that the Hyperspace that contain our Universe is also showing signs that something strange is happening in our universe. The multidimensional time research is showing that a parallel universe may be predicting strange effects.
According to some scientists it is possible that another Universe is slowly starting to claim a spatial dimension in our physical Universe. It is also possible that we will face major calamities because of the polar reversal in the Sun and in Earth. If that happens, it is possible that the hyperspace has to adjust the suction force known as gravity and Electromagnetic force fields to keep the earth and the solar system intact.
The biggest clue to what will happen comes from astrophysicists. There is a big possibility that the simultaneous polar reversal in earth and sun will throw the solar system out of whack. That will cause massive upheaval in the earth. At that point of time, the extraterrestrials will officially show up and put “cosmic seat belts” around us as they apply the superpower of the Hyperspace to bring the solar system back to what it is today.
According to think tanks, this has happened before. The extraterrestrials take care of the earth and the solar system whenever the solar system faces challenges like that.
ALIENS COMING TO SAVE US!!!COOL!!!I SHALL SEE.....
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
its a tragedy
i cant believe it when law told me in msn...the rev actually died..wtf...a7x will nv be the same again...my first favourite english metal band....this is a prayer for him
Dear God
I pray The Fallen, James "The Rev" Sullivan is in A Little Piece Of Heaven in the Afterlife Making the Angels Scream, and the Dead Dance In Their Graves. We'll weep and mourn this loss, with our sins piled to the sky. He Seized the Day in Bat Country then Burned it Down, his Unholy Confessions Trashed and Scattered. We gave him the Strength of the World and he gave a us a Second Heartbeat. He is MIA, but will Walk on Through Thick and Thin to the Wicked End. May you be in Eternal Rest.
A Synyster man who will leave his Shadows behind and strike with Vengeance, fearing no Christ, for he is a Plague.
We are Lost without him. I pray he doesn't feel that the world Betrayed him. All this Tension ...all these Demons...The Fight was too great. When you're at the Crossroads, Walk towards the light. Don't Turn The Other Way , and don't let the Darkness Surrounding engulf you.
When we look at the sky, you will be our Radiant Eclipse And when we hear thunder, we will know you're still rocking out in the heavens. You are our Warmness On The Soul Know that we will all love you no matter what Until The End
This is our Critical Acclaim
...Amen...
Dear God
I pray The Fallen, James "The Rev" Sullivan is in A Little Piece Of Heaven in the Afterlife Making the Angels Scream, and the Dead Dance In Their Graves. We'll weep and mourn this loss, with our sins piled to the sky. He Seized the Day in Bat Country then Burned it Down, his Unholy Confessions Trashed and Scattered. We gave him the Strength of the World and he gave a us a Second Heartbeat. He is MIA, but will Walk on Through Thick and Thin to the Wicked End. May you be in Eternal Rest.
A Synyster man who will leave his Shadows behind and strike with Vengeance, fearing no Christ, for he is a Plague.
We are Lost without him. I pray he doesn't feel that the world Betrayed him. All this Tension ...all these Demons...The Fight was too great. When you're at the Crossroads, Walk towards the light. Don't Turn The Other Way , and don't let the Darkness Surrounding engulf you.
When we look at the sky, you will be our Radiant Eclipse And when we hear thunder, we will know you're still rocking out in the heavens. You are our Warmness On The Soul Know that we will all love you no matter what Until The End
This is our Critical Acclaim
...Amen...
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
the opposite of love isn't hate,it's indifference
wa i totally agree with my title lols..taken from a friend of mine..ppl say its hate..but ya i think its indifference in most of the case...
anyway,its totally sian this 2wks holi...projects and work..my bday is just nxt wk..but not really looking forward to it like always...just feel like going out with bros..where less money are spent and have better time then having the money spent..my bday is nxt wk,so i reward myself by not working the whole wk...well not really a reward though so i treat it as a rest...nv send schedule so prepare to rest nxt wk!!XD..
bbq coming up later..dun know who going..cause im thinking of wearing good or anyhow wear...maybe anyhow wear ba cause law and ben confirm anyhow wear de lols or maybe ask law what he wear later lols...
nth much to say...so bored..sm1 suggest smt for me to play or watch!!!
anyway,its totally sian this 2wks holi...projects and work..my bday is just nxt wk..but not really looking forward to it like always...just feel like going out with bros..where less money are spent and have better time then having the money spent..my bday is nxt wk,so i reward myself by not working the whole wk...well not really a reward though so i treat it as a rest...nv send schedule so prepare to rest nxt wk!!XD..
bbq coming up later..dun know who going..cause im thinking of wearing good or anyhow wear...maybe anyhow wear ba cause law and ben confirm anyhow wear de lols or maybe ask law what he wear later lols...
nth much to say...so bored..sm1 suggest smt for me to play or watch!!!
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