soon my youth is up..

im just an inexperience shit take CARE and dun die

it takes time but i dun have time!!!

times really short now...its now or never..my teenage life will soon be over and i haven been through what is a normal teenage life is like..its now its now..god bless me

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i do think its something deep deep inside that is causing u to change or be like that without u knowing...its so dark inside u that maybe only god can see it..seriously ppl dun often say it wehn they really got any problems especially family probs...smt not even the closest friend can ever know it...why?because its not ur prob to know and so wat if u know?can u help? of course no...

backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying..why ppl do that?because its fun to you?it makes u feel good?suddenly i think killing a person is not as bad as those.why ppl kill?(except slashing cases)its because maybe u hate it so much?ppl will ask what he do to him to make him kill?then i ask u why u backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying or etc?cause its fun?i think somewhere in u are abnormal..maybe im the abnormal 1 maybe im too serious maybe i cant take jokes...imagine what u did is what ur child suffer nxt time..u liek it?u still find it funny?

Christian says that god is the creator.So u mean he create everything in the world?God loves all his creations.realised that god did create angels.but in the bible god keep saying that god loves man that he gave up his only son to die for our sin.To me isnt it suspicious?first,he kept saying he love us but in the bible it almost nv talked abt the angels that he loved the angels..secondly,so god got 1 son only?did he create his only son jesus?how did jesus even coem from?and he died for our sins!jesus maybe with supernatural powers also comes from sm1 having sex and out from the vagina.he was born in a stable.SO?born in stable big F?some was born with sickness!!some was even aborted because of its sickness discovered inside..why did they deserve this?u know i got more qns..is not that i despise christianity..i really just despise soem of its ppl..

ppl say only son good...ppl take their families for granted..maybe its the environment but i just think that they are so ignorant..i feel i havign more stress at home than in sku...ffamily stuff have no direct solution but sku work has a solution...ppl work their entire life not caring about the ppl around them...soem sole responsibilties are only to take care of their own family..every families will have their own problems...maybe when love is there there is no problem..when love starts to fade problems arise...will there be a way out of this?why is life so tiring..while some other ppl seems to be good...its so complicated...why get married in the first place?cause no body will know it will end up liek this...ppl swear it will never turn out this way..when it turns out they claim they nv swear b4?..i dun know im talking senseless things i dun know..i dun know

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i tell u work already quite vex...that ia student i feel more vex...damn stick to me and come fan me like everytime and i damn sian lo...i wish he can leave me alone i damn sian sia..dun knwow why i think my 8characters with him not compatible...feel very rejecting when i tgt with him or whats the word for it...work already sian he everyday can ask me how la or watever shit..ppl i dun wan so close with i like to have a distance..but he come like stick to me like he really need me...sian i think we no fate to be friend...lols come here complain him again lols...strange i got a very unfriendly feel towards him...so pls stay off me sorry

work!

lols now im here to complain...as u see the new ia students came last 2 wks ago also from nyp...dragonboat somemore...quite muscular but hes a rich kid..he is giving me a headache...2k wks only and i think my head got bigger...firstly because my company is havign problems with any other company so its like politics...they were sort of quarrelling...so that ia told me he scared..then i say nvm 1...stil he say he scared..ok this 1 i understand 1st wk like see this kind of case i ok with it...second,water...his bottle no water...he wan refill..cause he scared again dun dare go refill..2nd wk already still dun dare go refill nvm i go with him..3rd..*go tiolet go with me leh*ok i go tiolet...then smt in tiolet still can say wait for me dun liek that leh..ok la i wait...then now report dun know how to do..coem ask me...i nv tio brief abt the report writing how i know what are u suppose to put?then blame my pictures so many his 1 only a few...wtf??i was told to take that many pictures in the first place...how i know u wan wat picture..then dun know how to do ask me...i like everything spoonfeeding him sia..wtf scared here scare dtehr edun work la go home slp la..super glue stick to the hands only liek want his life already..."IC what is this ar"-a type of super glue got onto his hands..then my ic purposely say that its dangerous have to wash it away..so he like spend 10-15mins inside tiolet washing it...coem back ask me how ar still got leh...i was like.....so out of goodwill i advising him to rub it with ur hands to apply heat to it..."eh it works leh"...-.-..................................................................................i really bo wei gong....and i got around 3wks more to work with him...wish me luck pls bye