happi go lucki

soon my youth is up..

2011-03-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

im just an inexperience shit take CARE and dun die

2011-02-27T05:49:00.001-08:00

it takes time but i dun have time!!!

2011-02-25T09:10:00.000-08:00

times really short now...its now or never..my teenage life will soon be over and i haven been through what is a normal teenage life is like..its now its now..god bless me

~~

2010-12-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

i do think its something deep deep inside that is causing u to change or be like that without u knowing...its so dark inside u that maybe only god can see it..seriously ppl dun often say it wehn they really got any problems especially family probs...smt not even the closest friend can ever know it...why?because its not ur prob to know and so wat if u know?can u help? of course no...

backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying..why ppl do that?because its fun to you?it makes u feel good?suddenly i think killing a person is not as bad as those.why ppl kill?(except slashing cases)its because maybe u hate it so much?ppl will ask what he do to him to make him kill?then i ask u why u backstab sabo making serious joke out of ppl, bullying or etc?cause its fun?i think somewhere in u are abnormal..maybe im the abnormal 1 maybe im too serious maybe i cant take jokes...imagine what u did is what ur child suffer nxt time..u liek it?u still find it funny?

Christian says that god is the creator.So u mean he create everything in the world?God loves all his creations.realised that god did create angels.but in the bible god keep saying that god loves man that he gave up his only son to die for our sin.To me isnt it suspicious?first,he kept saying he love us but in the bible it almost nv talked abt the angels that he loved the angels..secondly,so god got 1 son only?did he create his only son jesus?how did jesus even coem from?and he died for our sins!jesus maybe with supernatural powers also comes from sm1 having sex and out from the vagina.he was born in a stable.SO?born in stable big F?some was born with sickness!!some was even aborted because of its sickness discovered inside..why did they deserve this?u know i got more qns..is not that i despise christianity..i really just despise soem of its ppl..

2010-11-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

ppl say only son good...ppl take their families for granted..maybe its the environment but i just think that they are so ignorant..i feel i havign more stress at home than in sku...ffamily stuff have no direct solution but sku work has a solution...ppl work their entire life not caring about the ppl around them...soem sole responsibilties are only to take care of their own family..every families will have their own problems...maybe when love is there there is no problem..when love starts to fade problems arise...will there be a way out of this?why is life so tiring..while some other ppl seems to be good...its so complicated...why get married in the first place?cause no body will know it will end up liek this...ppl swear it will never turn out this way..when it turns out they claim they nv swear b4?..i dun know im talking senseless things i dun know..i dun know

-.-

2010-09-26T05:42:00.001-07:00

i tell u work already quite vex...that ia student i feel more vex...damn stick to me and come fan me like everytime and i damn sian lo...i wish he can leave me alone i damn sian sia..dun knwow why i think my 8characters with him not compatible...feel very rejecting when i tgt with him or whats the word for it...work already sian he everyday can ask me how la or watever shit..ppl i dun wan so close with i like to have a distance..but he come like stick to me like he really need me...sian i think we no fate to be friend...lols come here complain him again lols...strange i got a very unfriendly feel towards him...so pls stay off me sorry

work!

2010-09-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

lols now im here to complain...as u see the new ia students came last 2 wks ago also from nyp...dragonboat somemore...quite muscular but hes a rich kid..he is giving me a headache...2k wks only and i think my head got bigger...firstly because my company is havign problems with any other company so its like politics...they were sort of quarrelling...so that ia told me he scared..then i say nvm 1...stil he say he scared..ok this 1 i understand 1st wk like see this kind of case i ok with it...second,water...his bottle no water...he wan refill..cause he scared again dun dare go refill..2nd wk already still dun dare go refill nvm i go with him..3rd..*go tiolet go with me leh*ok i go tiolet...then smt in tiolet still can say wait for me dun liek that leh..ok la i wait...then now report dun know how to do..coem ask me...i nv tio brief abt the report writing how i know what are u suppose to put?then blame my pictures so many his 1 only a few...wtf??i was told to take that many pictures in the first place...how i know u wan wat picture..then dun know how to do ask me...i like everything spoonfeeding him sia..wtf scared here scare dtehr edun work la go home slp la..super glue stick to the hands only liek want his life already..."IC what is this ar"-a type of super glue got onto his hands..then my ic purposely say that its dangerous have to wash it away..so he like spend 10-15mins inside tiolet washing it...coem back ask me how ar still got leh...i was like.....so out of goodwill i advising him to rub it with ur hands to apply heat to it..."eh it works leh"...-.-..................................................................................i really bo wei gong....and i got around 3wks more to work with him...wish me luck pls bye

Hi peeps!

2010-09-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

lols super long never blog...ive been busy with work ever since...feel liek taking a good break befor sku starts.however i cant cause once i think that i have no more jobs after sku reopens,i should work harder and save for the upcoming jobless sku days..sad man..when i first heard the news i really kana shock sia...tranquil is gone lols!!........seriously i have nothing interestign to blog cause my life is equally boring right now..i hope i can know more ppl when sku starts as my class will be splitted up to their own speciallisation..hope we can still meet up and eat tgt!..hope my new class got more girls!pretty 1 pls?lols but i doubt so la lols...kind of looking forward to sku reopen..

well after so long i think i can only remeber i went msia for weddign dinner recently
pictures are in my fb..OH YAAAA FUCKING HELL..MY HAIR...i suddenyl thought of it..fuck man seriously...The hair salon STUPID..that fucker dun know hwo to cut hair man...really destroy my hair style...fuck u..i say cut layer ok liao keep length...then end up he cut until fucking short seriously...damn ugly hair...ace ugly already plus hair ugly wa lao...and why i go cut hair?MY MUM LA...wa lao..she say must go cut hair..wedding must cut!muct cut!listen lo...end up the hair so cui..i ask my mum so now better or b4 cut better...*no answer*..-.-...nwo also ok la hair will grow very fast 1...........end up...i go msia 1 or 2 cousins laugh at me...then back to work...all laugh at me.............................-.-...even my boss also laugh..everyone was liek sayign u cut hair ar?laughs...........i really sian diao...

oh ya i got a new desktop...YESSSSS finally in my life...a new desktop i owned...omg...it feels shiok la...its been so logn i say i wan a new desktop until its liek not possible anymore...lucky my current job makes it possible..muahahaha!!!!!fast man!!lols...

when im bored i really think alot...precisely anyything...1 part i wan to share is...remember kendo girl?lols...i really want to know what she mumble to me that time at the mrt 2times but i still failed to hear and pass it with a anyhow answer..although i dun like her anymore its like a mystery in my heart..like qns mark qns mark..hai...

ppl really do change...nth is forever..forever has a very high price to pay...ppl just take things for granted..time really tells everthing..ppl bad points,ppl character,anything u can think of can ssurface when time goes by...petty jealous anger love,hate betrayal unfairness selfishness...im suprise some friends doesnt know there is a difference between a relationship and marriage..some ppl marry because they think their relationship is going so well they shld get married..is this a good reason?i dun know...but when u marry u are making a promise to your partner that u love and will take care of him/her forever...and ppl just divorce because they think love is gone...then why marry in the first place?...i just think ppl shldnt take marriage so easily..

sian already dun feell ike typin liao shall update again when i feel liek!see ya!

continued

2010-05-22T03:16:00.001-07:00

why dun have a function in blog to upload all wa lao very tiring 1 by 1 upload leh...i shall summarise it la...i stopped at fifth day...and i cant remember liao cause its like 1mnth liao..but i know i went universal studio...cool that place evry fun...i doubt it will be the same in sg de..i'll try someday and tell ur is it the same or not!haha anyway spiderman was fun lols..really..it hink got alot veyr fun de but i only manage to play some...sian lor...my friend chee yong went also fuck leh...he go no ppl de i go fuckign alot of ppl as that week was the last wk of their holiday...so wtf...many many ppl...sian lor......beside universal studio,went for some sightseeing well nth much leh...japan overall was ok only...dun know is it the company not as good or wat...but still ok la...at least had fun there?XD...jap girls are pretty also la...its like their population got more girls than guys lor...cool leh.the girls got some wa lan super pretty..but also got soem super cui 1...i saw the most average cui girl there sia...can say some fat ppl in sg also mroe pretty lor lols....but jap like no fat girls sia...their body very nice de..then wear skirt so high...seriously high..can almost see panties already lols...
got once i saw a grp of girl students at mac...we were resting there..that grp of student wa...the skirt hor buay tahan sia..if u just bend down can see inside already...1 of the highest skirt i saw in my life...seriously keep zaogeng sia..wa lao how can i betray my eyes by not looking at it?lols...i seemed pervert hahahhaha...anyway the food there is really ex sia...u know i rather u eat resturant cause the food compared to normal food is much cheaper...resturant food is just abit more ex than the normal ones and taste really nice haha..i think i dun know what to say le ok see ya bye bye...

JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

OK great lets talk abt japan lols...went during fyp wk!!MUAHAHAHHAHAHA who freakign care sia lols...but anyway,overall the trip was quite ok...i post some pics up ok!i try to post day by day hor try la...ok...
FIRST DAY
monday night went airport well went for fyp on tat day..nothing much but i remember clearly tat alot of jc ppl were there...soem of them from different jc and they seems to be carrying some instruments on board hmmm competition?dun know...my job is just to see any chio bu lols...got la cause there were a huge bunch of them and making alot of noise..how can dun take a look rite...is like letting me see sg girls the last day in singapore..anyway the trip is erm 7 hrs i think i forgot.. japans time is 1hr faster than sg take not ok!
SECOND DAY
reached tokyo airport..wore a jacket over it only...went out become chicken so prepared more clothes on the bus...its cold grrrr.......went disneyland

ok attempt to take xiaomeimei but erm lols eyes close...
eh second picture upload only and im irritated cause its uploading its own sweet time...super irritating and lazy sia..but now nth to do also sia...hmmmm

ok this is the view outside my hotel...and then its the 3rd day...

3RD day!!
i heard this is where the erm biggest gang hang out in the night i think so...morning nth de so itook a picture of it

ok this is cool cause u can precisely smoke at any age...its a cigarettes vending maching no age limit money come can liao!

ok the greatness is comign out....SAKURA!!!!BANKAI!!senbonzakura kageyoshi!!!!!I AM BYAKUYA!!!MUAHAhAHHA......ok anyway the pictures...see 1 or 2 la some of it is at fb...

ROCKET using to blast sg tml!!watever..saw this near my bus seems interesting so took a pic of it..

ok then took a boat to another side of dun know where and alight at dun know where to see statue of liberty...took 1 and i think its lame to post it so spare it....soon its night soon cause we went mount fuji..stayed the hotel near mt fuji...
and tats the sashimi or watever which is nice!XD...

FOURTH day
Ok going mt fuji alrady cool...i mean cold!!!grrr and freezing...its actually raining ice water/rain dun knwo how to describe..rained down as ice chip touch us melt and its not snow...anyway its super cold...so erm liek that lor see the pics...

then go bullet train!!haha nth much to say just that it can be going in blink if its human..

and the hotel got yukata...

fifth day
well took a train which let us see the sakura tree but it has not blossom yet...saded.......cause i can imagine its very nice if its all blossomed...ai yo very disappointing leh...i miss byakuyabut this is nice too lols it is at outside a station like chrysanthemum....

and to be continued LAZYYYY!!!!

ok la lets revive the blog

2010-05-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

ok hmmm everything seems fine for me...i slowly update 1 shot and maybe i'll be dead again lols...lets see hmmmm....

FYP!!=Final year project..(well the past 2months ago)
So this stupid fyp thing is stupid for me..first few wks,i did nothing seriously nth at all...NOTHING...stay in lab,slp,lay fb,lunch,slp,fb...project?i seriously haven really started AND its the 9th wk comign up!!!!!CRAP ASS...im going to FIND HIM TML!!!!!PPl say FML=fuck my life!!mine is fuck my lecturer!!lols...or FMS fuck my supervisor...crap lor sian lor kao lor...u better dun fail me can liao....
anyway i went japani shall post some pictures!!!COOL MAN!!!!hahah finally soem pictures to post...yai end it short ok!

she is really my closest

2010-02-22T09:33:00.000-08:00

i have to wake up...i think ive changed...im not sure whether is alot or wat...but i feel it b4 anyone hint me...i tthink i should care more about my family...my mum..im her only son and ithink i really need to show more concern for her...i think she feels a distant bewteen us already...she said its my friends...i cant deny it but it not their fault...its my decision..i kind of confuse right now but i think i know what to do already...i will try to fufil her,more patience,listen to her...no matter what she is still my mum i will listen as long as u speak...i'll try for u are my mother..living healthily and youngXD..

lols....girls like leaving notes when they have difficuties?lols smt i really think that girls are the same..the alien creature on earth do have some things in common...lols...anyway i miss going out with bros...really missing it...the laughter the fun and our bonding..nothing is forever but i do hope the brotherness between us will nv end...i treasure i do..same goes to my family...im really living so comfortably...i shouldnt hate my father...he did take care of us...but thats it...many times i still think u are wrong...but still i shouldnt hate u....

my blog somehow became my reflection...i said the world is scary...and i thanks that i have my bros....they really did help me through my difficult stage of my life but i totally forgot sm1...the unconditional love..my mum........just say thank god or anyone...dun wan carry on night

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2010-02-18T20:45:00.000-08:00

one day a farmer complained that God isnt fair a liar and unreasonable..he said God is than the devil whom lies through his eyes...then satan came out...he told the farmer to come to his side for he is the real god.God is the devil in disguise.The naive farmer thought the satan is really the true god and believed him as he nv seen the TRUE devil before..thinking that satan is the 1...when he went over to his side he was eternally burn to death...regretting his own stupidity..he nv realised that god helped him over the past years but only once god did not let rain fall..a lesson whhich is so painful...

whatever im ored and thinking of a story to tell lols...understand ma?>hahaha

why this blog title?

2010-02-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

i create this blog for around 2yrs already..or maybe at least 1 and half yrs...i create this blog cause it seems a good place where i can improve my english and most importantly complains and share my feelings...well anyone thought of why i name it happy go lucky?haha...i think some ppl thought i am happy go lucky...if i seemed so,i succeed,lols.well seriously im not..but i want myself to be.seems to be happy all the time,no stress,no problems,not troubled by anything..what a life to lead...it seems only a baby can have that kind of life isnt it?

at least i think we do have good memories when we were very young..very very young...because of the adults i think we separate and become strangers..at least to me your reminds me when we were young back then..where our world is not interuppted by the adult world...

exams are coming and i think i haven really started...im feeling im going to fail...how sia...die....chamm...god give me strength...(and im not going to eat beef anymore...i will try cause im buddhist...i give u my respect)-
guess why im trying not to eat it anymore..

well on nian 30(the day b4cny),i need to spring cleaning our altar..the ancestors,guan yin and dua pek gong...and the sky altar..well i got to clean my ancestor altar and GUAN YIN altar...guess what i thought when i wipe the altar..."shit,i ate beef before...will my hand dirty the altar...it was crap and i ask for forgiveness and not to eat again lols...how can i ever let myself to eat it with a promise to my parents that i will not eat it...damn...and crap...feelign guilty now hahaha....

its cny...i just want to thank everything i have...i try to treasure every single thign i have and

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

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2010-01-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

i first thought the world is changing...i should look out for myself..however i find its not true at all...the world is already like that...it didnt change actually...i found myself thinking pestismistic,when i realised again,im not alone...i got my 2bros standing on my side savign me from faling off to the edge...a sudden thought make me think so much but once again...im a idiot....im lazy liek some shit ass...i need sm1 to force me..the day i can conquer this again its the day im with confident again..if can defeat it completly,im a different person...i feel it...the prob is how...lazy is very powerful in my body...it is indeed...i fought it since the day i study...right now,i lost to it...lost to it completely..will i find strength once again?

2012??ALIENS??HAHA

2010-01-02T07:43:00.000-08:00

i happen to saw this article when i was browsing the net...its from indiadaily...most likely a real news to me...didnt know that the professionals will be so unbelievable...take a look...hard to say mayeb it will happen?hmmm...

According to scientists and technologists something strange is happening behind the scene. The terrestrial and solar polar reversal peaks are coming within three weeks of that day, December 21, 2012. Innumerable UFOs are scouting our skies regularly and increasing as we approach that day. The tectonic plate shifts, underwater volcanoes, earthquakes, landslides and Tsunamis are increasing at rates never seen before. The solar flares are increasing. The earth’s magnetosphere and ionosphere are experiencing strange disturbances. The numbers of typhoons and cyclones have increased many folds. The number of floods and droughts has increased beyond imaginations in the last ten years.

Scientists who look beyond conventional science point out that that the Hyperspace that contain our Universe is also showing signs that something strange is happening in our universe. The multidimensional time research is showing that a parallel universe may be predicting strange effects.

According to some scientists it is possible that another Universe is slowly starting to claim a spatial dimension in our physical Universe. It is also possible that we will face major calamities because of the polar reversal in the Sun and in Earth. If that happens, it is possible that the hyperspace has to adjust the suction force known as gravity and Electromagnetic force fields to keep the earth and the solar system intact.

The biggest clue to what will happen comes from astrophysicists. There is a big possibility that the simultaneous polar reversal in earth and sun will throw the solar system out of whack. That will cause massive upheaval in the earth. At that point of time, the extraterrestrials will officially show up and put “cosmic seat belts” around us as they apply the superpower of the Hyperspace to bring the solar system back to what it is today.

According to think tanks, this has happened before. The extraterrestrials take care of the earth and the solar system whenever the solar system faces challenges like that.

ALIENS COMING TO SAVE US!!!COOL!!!I SHALL SEE.....

its a tragedy

2009-12-30T12:02:00.000-08:00

i cant believe it when law told me in msn...the rev actually died..wtf...a7x will nv be the same again...my first favourite english metal band....this is a prayer for him

Dear God

I pray The Fallen, James "The Rev" Sullivan is in A Little Piece Of Heaven in the Afterlife Making the Angels Scream, and the Dead Dance In Their Graves. We'll weep and mourn this loss, with our sins piled to the sky. He Seized the Day in Bat Country then Burned it Down, his Unholy Confessions Trashed and Scattered. We gave him the Strength of the World and he gave a us a Second Heartbeat. He is MIA, but will Walk on Through Thick and Thin to the Wicked End. May you be in Eternal Rest.

A Synyster man who will leave his Shadows behind and strike with Vengeance, fearing no Christ, for he is a Plague.

We are Lost without him. I pray he doesn't feel that the world Betrayed him. All this Tension ...all these Demons...The Fight was too great. When you're at the Crossroads, Walk towards the light. Don't Turn The Other Way , and don't let the Darkness Surrounding engulf you.

When we look at the sky, you will be our Radiant Eclipse And when we hear thunder, we will know you're still rocking out in the heavens. You are our Warmness On The Soul Know that we will all love you no matter what Until The End

This is our Critical Acclaim

...Amen...

the opposite of love isn't hate,it's indifference

2009-12-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

wa i totally agree with my title lols..taken from a friend of mine..ppl say its hate..but ya i think its indifference in most of the case...
anyway,its totally sian this 2wks holi...projects and work..my bday is just nxt wk..but not really looking forward to it like always...just feel like going out with bros..where less money are spent and have better time then having the money spent..my bday is nxt wk,so i reward myself by not working the whole wk...well not really a reward though so i treat it as a rest...nv send schedule so prepare to rest nxt wk!!XD..
bbq coming up later..dun know who going..cause im thinking of wearing good or anyhow wear...maybe anyhow wear ba cause law and ben confirm anyhow wear de lols or maybe ask law what he wear later lols...
nth much to say...so bored..sm1 suggest smt for me to play or watch!!!

untitled

2009-12-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

wa taking a look at my blog...IT SeEmS so damn boring...words words words...complain complain cplain...maybe i shld post some pictures???what pictures shld i post?hmmm. starting with the pic with my bros..serious the pictures taken tgt are so limited that i guess each pic might be treasured alot..

well jia hui joined us for that dinner..anyway its like the more the merrier..at least i guess we were happy altought it such a simple dinner...only with them i feel so...relaxed...it tells me tiime really matters in most relationships..friends,bgr and watever....but anyway,nice meeting alans gf-lye fong...seems like lai foong to me...but anyway she took my very first darlign away....so upset sia me...but take care of him leh lols..

went to dun know where la...slearta airport?...to eat chicken wings that had spicyness ratign form lvl1-30...hike to that place for at least 30mins..anyway i wnat to say that i can only take lvl 4 spicyness as its freakign hot!!arghh...

nothing very interesting recently i think..but i want to say that im still a humji...that asshole...he thought he had his balls hard already...when put to the test it became soft...u missed that chance and maybe forever dun have that chance...u also not handsome...chances liek this just dun come knocking on the door oftenly..it shows that u still a humji man tor zheng hao......

anyway im looking forward having barbecue tgt with my bros!!celebrating bdays tgt with maurice!!HEHEH!!cause its been another 1-2months meeting with brosXD...and im going 18 SOON FINALLY! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

finally

2009-11-16T06:45:00.000-08:00

i got a card!!OCBC card!LOLS...INALLY I DUN HAVE TO SEE MYSELF POOR ANY MORE!1XDXDXD
i cant believe they fianlly allow it...so now on,any money that i work is into that bank which is flexible that i can use the money!cool right HAHA!............
my head is spinning now...the new specs is so not use to it....lookign at my com for logn hrs really give me a headache.........i miss bball...haha so logn nv play liao...NO TIME!sian...and...i want to slp early now...my studies....ive been not listening to my lectures now..not at all..how...kok tell me to slp early..slp i sbetter than playign games till late midnight....i may try out from...tml?...losl maybe now?......see first ba....headache....

i treat it as a experiment....scientist nv stop testing out their specimens when they are curious abt it...i feel bad....maybe i shld stop....maybe....

first wk of skku!!

2009-10-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

first week of school already!sian!nothing much going on just that its so early in the morning....cant adapt to wake up so early in the morning...its like so sian!cy got my poly clique with his singtel job...going for the interview on thurs..hope its successful!!!then i will quit goldlion promoter!..anyone the promoter ask me!...
smt different for this weekend...i went swimming!!!both sat and sun!!with a purpose lols...a friend from work told me i can broaden my arms by swimming! which i didnt know can...so i self motivate my lazy nature and swam for 1 and half hr!XD...and i will continue and at least hmmm thrice a week i guess?...my friend say i will see some results after a month so i hope so!!haha......................which i doubt so LOLS!!haha...well i went swimming but saw many with not broad shoulders...i saw i of the coach teaching swimming has a smaller figure than me lo.....average shoulders lor...but nvm...i just try la...i used to have a passion for swimming when i was young..i was "busy" to swim when i grew up...anyway wish me good luck ok haha

hmmm

2009-10-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

i have a qns to ask...it struck me just now...why do girls ask"did you meet any bad friends before?"...something like this translated from chinese...i seriously dun know what are they actually trying to ask or say..cause when i ask what type of bad friends they refering to,they either say nvm or nothing or i dun know what they mumbling about...i know they got smt to ask or say or hint...i dun know but smt is going on in the mind which i dun really know lol...
so i suddenly thought why they asked?...is it they are afraid that im a bad person or they trying to share smt or it is actually really nothing?just casual talk?......lols anyone solve this for me?...its like question mark question mark to me lo...

first day of school is so tiring...makes me sleepy lor wake up so early in the morning...i need more sleep but at night i have to play some games first...so its like not enough time to sleep...anyway,life its still the same for me...nothing interesting...so im off to play game already byebye

worst than a friend

2009-10-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

im not on fire now...ya confirm...i totatlly given up on him....he loses my respect for him..i can just treat him like a glass...i can..i call u dad everytime cause u support the family...just because of that...purely just because of this reason...my friends will even do this simple thing for me...but i see u are so fucking reluctant which ended my mum in a rage....shes angry cause she still loves u...im not angry really...im suprised...i ponder about it...i realise it had come to an unsavable situation.....nothing will change my opinion abt him..i wonder each time he do stuff like that...irritate us make mum angry...i dun know......i tell myself i will nv be like him...nv...scolding vulgus dirties my mouth,my blog and wasting my breath on him...over the years he have not changed...my mum said he did a little...but i doubt so...he dun deserve my respect not at all....thats why i respected my bb officer much more than u...what did u teach me? guai lan....what did i learn from u?lazy...what memories u gave me?anger.......i gave up...if i nv write out how i feel now...i may not even bother to call u anymore...really i swear...i hve to because i need money from u...is just like working...u have to listen to your boss...or else no money right?its the same thing now...u do what u like eat drink...just dun step on my tail ok?if not i will have the hatred like some ppl i hated in secondary sku....its hatred when i feel i want to kill them...so dun step on it ok?tksXD

i see myself rich in the future

2009-10-01T10:30:00.000-07:00

lols any idea why im going to be rich?...i tell u...cause im being forced to save my money in the bank no matter what...i work the money put in bank...ang bao put in bank...work again put in bank...even no matter how i can take care of my own money by working permenently i still have to put the money in the bank...fuck...the idea of working and able to use my bank money is gone case...i fucking seriously need money now..how am i going to survive whenn i got 30 dollars right now and 85dollars on debt?...i thought it will be the end of me borrowing money...when the old debt is cleared,new debt starts to accumulate...now i lost the spirit of working cuase i cant get the money...how?...and i thought of 1 true way..................

Avenged sevenfold got into my life....i am a fan of them now lols...but of course im not forgeting the old sam lee which still is his fan..talking about fans...i think singer feels cold most of thhe time because they have so many fans..fans keep blowing at them...ppl like jay chou must had feel cold everyday...-.-
besides that im just trying to advertise avenged sevenfold to ppl...cause i realised that some ppl who listen to english music dun even know them....they are a good band...ya they are....SCREAM!!!lols...
anyway,ppl who listen to english songs only...your suck la haha...chinese songs are also damn nice can...trying to know more about chinese songs?go listen to sam lee sheng jie songs!nice de confirm haha...

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

2009-09-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

im precisely writinng avengedsevenfold on almost all communication stuff i use...facebook,msn and this...well thats all i used lols..im now listening to all of his album given my 1 of my friend...well he has alot of things...manga,anime,el songs,com stuff whatever la...im going to find him when i run out of songs,definetely..i thought i wont listen to metal songs but it seems that im wrong..im accepting the songs into my llife YESSS YAAYAYYA....lols..he also got give me all linkin park albums and 1 simple plan album...thats good going to spam english songs right nowXD...im going to get hinder's album from him...i wonder he have or not...going to get it next wk...

sian tml got to accompany my dad to his work....dun know for what...say i always at home,so go see him work....freaking lame....freaking freaking lame....go there just to see him work half day...hes stupid...she also....staying at home is so much better can?...somemore sunday also make me go look at him work...he got fever i think...-.-...oh ya im going back to cold storage to work...im going back to taka cs to interview...i think they accept me right?ive done it b4..im experience...pls hire me k?....or else i will have a jobless holiday which means moneyless...hope me good luck on getting that job...at least temporary...im desperate for money...

MUSIC rocks the world

2009-08-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

its time that english songs should come rocking into my life..somehow getting interested in rock english songs but other than rock,its quite nice too..i open my arm and embrace english songs lols...kok had been sending me english songs everynow and then which is good and nice of himXD..seems my life of songs are not so boring anymore...not like old times its always chinese slow songs...now got more coloursXD..seriously i need alot of nice english songs!haha send me those u think its nice ok?whoever see this pls send lols...

exam is just starting tml...the freaking 2002...damn idiot crap freak ass module...SO MANY DARN formulas or watever shit...hope that tanah will pass me lols...i got a feeling its going to be hard....no matter what i will try to mug as hard as i can!...but maths is coming up soon that module is damn idiot crap freak assX100....plus 1 more bitch..my maths is gone case liao,....someone save my math can?....i need help from the pros.....

although its time to study,im taking a break just by updating my blog or maybe go kpo at others too haha rathur than playing games right?hehe...need to take a short break what..XD...time to kpo liao bye!

my money back!

2009-07-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHA!!!!i got my 400 dollars back from that indian!!!!BUt freak...i got 50dollars minus off for that shipping fees...fuck i think he lie to me....cause nv transport anything what why need transport fees?...idiot...so the very next day,i finally can return the money to law and ben...i want to thank them very much..seriously they are not bff,its bf(brothers forever)...i seriously think they know i really dun like mentioning about the process like why i quit kendo...they like nv even mention at all...cause i really dun wish to say about it..it was a stupidest decision i have made...i join because i wanted to get closer to her,to know her more....and besides i thought i had passion for kendo when i realise that the passion was all made out of love..i was blinded...

beside this,i remembered why i played bball...the reason...it was because i know 1 of the reasons is i am not her type...the first thing it came into my mind is im shorter than her..so thinking getting taller may help,bball came into my life..adding to this i even bought baby milk powder cause its good for the bones...i know it sounds stupid but i drank it for the next 3mths...once i know the effort will be frutile...its not going to change the fact...never..
so joining kendo is another frutile effort...i thought we might get closer but in fact,its not progressing..i know it...see i nv even see her talking to me in msn at all...not at all..i waste my money,time and the effort my brothers make to take out the money...

from this i know and i will not make this mistake again...i wont do this kind of things cause it will be frutile...this makes me think that sm1 is going to learn drum!...which i know it is for sm1...its going to be a frutile effort and i know it...it will...but who cares its not my business

sidetrack
i got soem money with me now!!!MUAHAHA...so i have been think whether i should buy a hard disk??got around 100dollars 1?....hmmmmm

i hate next wk

2009-07-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

SIAN SIAN SiAN....next wk is a headache...2 labtest or more?...not sure cause i dun know how to do the lab...internet computin is such a fuckign headache also so many things to type...elective project also...this give me the worst headache...the around 40 pages of things that are needed to do within 1wk....die die..SIAN....my mind is totally switched off now...i need to sleep...not enough sleep always give me bad mood for no apparent reasons...especially theres alot of thing on the hand...only hoping that i dun repeat any module...mostly because i dun wan to go to other class!and its a waste of time repeating...

i hate the elective project...i swear i hate diy things in the future....crap...and business watever crap get off from me....exotic crap watever it means...
i need to sleep soon..bye

LAZY

2009-07-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

decide to blog again i have nth to do(actually alot of things but LAZY)
although theres nth intersting but i just blog.....ben just got his internet working yesterday...wanted to play dota tgt but dun think law is able to play...he is busy until like hell...and i am so lazy until like hell...seriously alot of things are waiting for me to touch them but LAZY just keep coming to disturb me...LAZYNESS just got stronger and stronger for me to overcome now...it just wont go away even for 1 day...someday i am going to be killed by it....lazy is a bastard,bitch,asshole,bisexual,homo,freak,fcuk,idiot,emo,ETC...
cause it just keep coming so i want to scold it..i create a post just for lazy byebye

back from chalet

2009-07-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

wooo back from chalet...went for 3d2n as the trip to malaysia was cancelled..first day went to check in with my darling kok...both of us was alone in the room and waited for jia wei to reach...went to help him take the drinks after that went off to play bowling and they played pool after that..camped in chalet and watched big stan until chee yong and shin came...went to eat bk and stroll to pasir ris park with yong fa..went back and played cards and drank qutie alot of alcohol...martell,chivas,beer and red wine...lucky enough i didnt tio red wine...so those who tio it were kind of dieing...most of us were drunk...slept at 5 plus

next day woke up at 12 vin came along but yong fa went back...supposedly he was not drunk...finished a movie and went off to eat played cards after we ate and went off to buy bbq stuff arnd 6 plus..my mum called that the trip to msia was cancel...so the bbq was not cancelled..however it shld have been cancelled cause it kept on raining which spoils most of our plan...details lazy to say but we end up bbq at our balcony with a aluminum tray...as the rain got even heavier,rain splashes into our balcony..so it was crapped we had to move outside...on top of that we "burned" a chair inside the chalet..there was a black burned patch on it..who cares just left it alone and continued the bbq..it was sort of successful all tks to derek whom make most of the fire...nth muc happen and went back home...overall fun but tiringXD

sian tml got sku now feeling super tired again....sian lo....got sku crap... gtg bye

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

2009-07-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

haha my second post of the week...just came back from hougang with shin...went to buy the martell for the chalet with kok,jiawei and cheeyong...chit chat after that to 9plusplus took cab home...kao came back home make me bad mood...reach home asked me take cab home ar?i know they dun like me taking but i just say the truth...then kaopei with me...say hougang mall got 80 why nv take?taxi need at least 10dollar!help us save money can or not...everytime take taxi ...i really dun like the way he talked thats why i nv liked him...first i DUN KNOW there is 80 and i shared cab with friend so is around liek 5 only..u think i really want take cab?ppl will also tired can?u tink i got alot of money take cab everyday?u think u give me $50 per wk alot is it?can spend on taxi everytime...last time u nv give me pocket money i got ask from u or not?i dun have enough money to even eat already i got ask from u or not?dun have right...damn man why do i have to bear with my anger with your...so u think u are always right...i really dun give a damn anymore..if u think u give me 50 dollar alot already u dun give la..thats why i always wanted to go out work get my own money and i see what shit fucking u can say..

if your think $50 is alot let me count out the money
6days(sunday eat at home)..
i have to eat breakfast to dinner by myself but i nv eat breakfast so most of the time is 2 meal plus abit with snacks...6dollar 2 meals...6days $36 plus snacks around 40...plus smt watch movie...so u think 1wk 50 enough?barely u know...and u think sku food 3dollars only?crap man...3dollars i think not even enough to fill my stomach...all the chalet money i nv ask the money from u...u think all the money i get from where?he even suspect i gamble alot thats why i have the money...i cant take it sia fucking angry...what kind of person am i u dun even know...i almost want to fan lian..but i still try to bear..

i damn fed up sia but i nv show...i hardly show it to them...cause i think i shld not do that to them..hes my father i am their son....lols....

wa my maths is gone case..gg...cham maths sure fail...tml 2002 dun know can or not leh going to study now see ya nxt time!

I AM BACK!!!

2009-07-05T08:35:00.001-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
LAOZHENG IS BACK!!!but maybe only for a while?depends...hmm
but I AM BACK HAHA
MISS ME???

LOLS i bet no1 does cause this is a boring blog and ppl seldom come to my blog!hehe its ok though...this is a place where i can write things out and maybe improve my englisH?...and my typing skillsXD...

haha any1 read this pls say i miss your blog if u want me to blog more often!!!HAHA....
hmmm tml is my maths common test how many percent do i know?20percent....CHAM...but the urgency? also 20percent..crap im a goner...BUT its only a common test! how many percent does it going to carry?10 or 15?...chey no big deal...my attendence,class work quiz enough liao la HAHA........im just comforting myself...whatever

how about a brief discription of my life since the last post?
hmmm same lor nth much and nth much..i let some of my past bygones be bygones and have fresh and new start just like my blog!!!maybe i will try to make it into a interesting blog!!!XD

HOWEVER i think like the old times i am going to blog only when i am bored...but i try update more if any1 is reading this lols...currently i am hoping that the H1N1 virus can mutate into a stronger and MORE POWERFUL virus...maybe can turn ppl into zombie!COOL MAN..then ppl in the wolrd are allowed to carry arms with them!!!YES baby nice sia...then we will be like dawn of the dead,resident evil etc....the world will be in code black?..then go around killing watever shit out of it...LIFE WILL BE INTERESTING!!RIGHT!?

i am still that longwinded lols...watever...gtg BYE

Gonna to be a dead blog liao

2009-04-27T10:52:00.001-07:00

not going to blog after a while